I manipulate myself to be happy
Happiness for me;a state of mind.
I trick my mind and shuffle my feelings
Till mind believes what my heart just juggled!
Today my ALL suffices my needs, while only until yesterday it suffocated my essence.
My needs are the same, my wishes still exist, my yearning is rising and my desires at their peak!
Yet today I smile with a feeling of contentment
I dreaded the same just a while ago....
I do not percieve this as change nor do I voice it as an alteration..
I am in transit, I am de clutching the past.
Will I linger in this forever...Will I reach out to who I am
Will I give my self a chance or will I conviniently explore forever?
My elucidation is nothing but my final destination..
Am I there yet?
About Me
- Ruchika Mehta
- Not always looking for a cushion, reality is the fabric of my life. I write to connect my thoughts and to structure my emotions. Logically defining my actions I live to reason
4 comments:
love ur first post..
and my favourite line is.. "Will I give my self a chance or will I conviniently explore forever?"
ruki
Hey gurl, G directed me to your blog. Some deep sh!t, pleasantly surprised. Peace !
niceeee:)...i second ruki completely...love that phrase....ahhh we all think n feel da same;)
' i manipulate myself to be happy..' ;)
what you say, what you mean...
afterall..'happiness' is a state of mind'.. remember that convo..;)
beautifully written.. ..
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